decision2!!!

(((bangon3!! Awaken already..harghhh! bangon agak awal hari ini. Lepas subuh tak boleh lelap walaupon kelas ECON cancel selalunye akan rasa bahagia sebab boleh sambung tidur namun tidak hari ini. 
Bukak laptop sperti biase email...
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taraaaaaaaa jeng jeng jeng...tak ade ape2menarik selain forwarded msg drpd rakan2..


ada tugas penting hari ini.. Oh masih tak habes2 fikir bnde yg same..Ya Allah! Bantulah. Keputusan sudah dibuat tapi bila bila masa saja dari sekarang boleh berubah selagi tidak bertindak..
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And now action is already taken..
nak tak nak keputusan dah dibuat.
Keputusan banyak didorong oleh my mom.. Maceh mom. I believe in you.. Anakmu ini sampai kesudah ragu2 membuat pilihan sendiri.)))))
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ALLAHUMA SOLLI WASSALIM ALA SAIYIDINA WA MAULANA MUHAMMAD,SOLATAN TAHULLU BIHA UKHDATI WA TUFARRIJU BIHA QURRBATI WA TUMKHI ZUNIBIHA MEUWAHLATI WA TUKILU BIHA ASRATI WA TAQDI BIHA HAJATI

” Wahai allah! Rahmatilah dan kurniakanlah kesejahteraan ke atas penghulu kamu muhammad s.a.w , dgn selawat yg meleraikan ikatanku dan melapangkan kesempitanku dan menyelamatkan aku dari kelemahanku dan meringankanku dengannya segala bebanku dan menunaikan semua hajatku .”Aminn~

Perhaps~

I'm an unpredictable person. 
I am who I am no matter what 

may be too judgmental person. ( Oh need to change T__T)

Being different from others.

Look immature and always enjoy rather than care what other people think. (Do I care??)

Being alone doesn't mean you have to ignore me.

Always have fun with friends.

Being too sensitive sometimes.

Enjoy for being unique 

Sometimes feel better being alone..sometimes feel other wise.

My friends mean a lot to me, but sorry if sometimes I just want to be alone.

Not because I'm just quite, I don't have anything to say

Sometimes I really feel confident, but I might feel insecure other times

I'd rather waiting rather than seeking....right NOW! 

Little bit stubborn

But I'm an obey,a loyal and sincere person

I always to make you happy...even if you don't bother me

I hate to feel guilty or I might not sleep well.

Always be here to listen every single problem you may have.

And I will stick up for you no matter what happens.

ermm

when time goes by..
and it seems like it turns dark..
no need to be sad or let my tears flow..
I tend to be like nothing happen..
even deeply inside it shakes a lot..

:)

dalam diam

gembira melihat dia ketawa~
suka pabila dia bercakap~
senang bersama dia~
rindu bila dia tiada~
apekah itu??

namun masih dalam diam~
tidak mahu mengharapkan apa2..selagi rasa hati ini masih dpt bertahan..
biarlah takdir yang menentukan.
jika dia bukan milikku..Kau elakkanlah segala kekecewaan agar dapat ku teruskan kehidupan dgn lebih baik..

~bukan senang nk luah dlm blog ni~

when a girl got emo~

The best changes often start as a single, simple thought.
Think big, and discover the ways to make your dreams real.

Life is challenging...
that is of course everyone knows about that..
I dun no y..
i emo again..again this time.
No doubt it comes again...
I dun like this.
Everytime it comes..it got stuck in my head..
before this I never feel anyting..
but when it comes it really really get through my mind..
not because of wut the life is..
it's about how the people think n see..
If I was him or her.
I wil never do that..
bcoz I am the type that do not easily express to others..

#*%@*&%$*&@*&&**%*!~*
GO Kinah GO!!

My mask::I am warrior

I hide behind a Sizuka mask

You can't see my face
Looking at first glance
I'm in a happy place
The truth is, that's a lie
But you can't deny it

I have a purpose..
Not one but uncountable..
for those reasons i live.
The victory i want
Battles i face each day of my life.
i have more losses than wins
but as a warrior in life..
i have to fight aja aja fighting
cause i know one day.
I will win..

At the end of time was it a crime for me to live my life a crime for wanting to survive no one would answer so i will wait until the end of time..lalalala~

itulah semangat baru aku bila bangun dari tidur pagi semalam. dah duk kat u seminggu bagaikan rasa sebulan. semalam aku menyusun jadual tok sem depan nye tymtable for nex sem (huaaa3~)..antara subjek2 yang akan aku amek tok nex sem r ~ Proffessional Communication Skills ~ Computational Method ~ Chemical Engineering Thermodynamics ~ Process Heat Transfer ~ Separation Process 1 ~haa sume skali lime subjek ade yg 4 ade yg 3 kredit hour..haaa kawan2 yang same kos ngn aku sile cek kalau ade subjek yang salah..ni siyes best..best siyes..siyes siyes best percaye la cakap aku tapi kod2 subjek dalam tymtable sungguh aku xpham..tak same dengan ape yg aku cari kat elearning..



yeaaa hari ni..my rumet bakal balek bilik tak de la aku duk sorang sorang lagi.
ade bende yang aku belajar bile duk sorang2. Jangan takot duk bilik sorang sorang. ape aku buat jika duduk lam bilik alone...

1)kalau dengar munyi anggap kucing tengah gaduh tu!!!

2) tak pon mak cik cleaner tgah cuci tandas (padahal memalam xkan ade orang keje agi)
3)jangan tengok crite seram2 tym malam.nonton cter yang cool atau kelakar habes supaya tidak terikot2 tym tido..

4)bersembang ngan kawan2 lama macam malam tadi duk conference ngn kawan2 skola lame di Gopeng. hepy besday to Min! xaci ko baru sweet 19 this year..hoho.

5)buat buat rajen tak de keje cari keje macam bz giler..

6)yang paling penting bace doa sebelum tidor..3 Qul jangan lupe hehe
I am a warrior !
I am warrior !

dapat bilik baru, rumah baru, rumet baru, azam baru semangat baru hehh
rase semangat baru bile sem baru macam orang orang lain jugak. rase macam masih awal lagi lagi seminggu sem nak bukak mesti la semangat kan. selamat berjuang untuk tahun 2 ni..okess :)




semoga berkekalan semangat itu...Aminn

bad mooodd

Alhamdulillah hari ni mood aku suda ok dan baik. Better dari semalam semalam.
Bad mood kebelakangan ni. Makanan tengahari dan malam tak lalu nak jamah semalam dan kelmarin. Cuma minum air yogurt minuman feveret aku. Makan ape yg aku lalu makan je. Lagi2 tgah p****d..kenapa begini?



Sorry mom! Tiap kali tyme makan mesti mak akan memanggil aku..tapi “tak nak mak” yang akan menyahut..really2 sorry mom..to dad too..semalam dah lah father’s day..tapi aku xjoin makan..hemm..wish je kat bapak aku..

Bace blog2 orang semalam..semua cerite pasal ayah msg2..
Syukur aku mempunyai ayah yang sgt caring hardworking. xdapat nk gambar kate2 nk describe lah.segala galanya yg terbaik lah for u dad..my dad is my hero.. :)




Petang semalam adik aku ajak lagi main badminton..aduhai xder mood langsung nak main kali ni..tapi kesian jugak kt die. Kalau aku xmain siapa lagi nak main dengan die tu. As a good sister, aku main jugak laa..walopon waktu main tu aku main xbersungguh langsung..pukul2 shuttle ade je yg xkene..

“Akak bukan pandang shuttle tu pon..akak malas nak main la..kite main lain kali je la..” tapi adik aku tetap nak main..aduhai my sis sayang.. Lama2 tu aku cakap “Da panas laa..tengok ade angin lagi cmne nak main..jom tengok tv nak dik..”
Naseb baik die setuju cdgn aku..sebab tym tu cter feveret kartun die kt tv…
Fuhhhhhhh

hahahaha :)
my mood is better now..
today i reveal sumting better..





Ya Tuhanku! Bantulah diri hambaMu ini. Kembalikanlah kekuatan dan keceriaan dalam hidupku. Kekalkan keceriaan dlm hidupku. Jika Kau mendatangkn sedikit dugaan Kau berikan aku ketabahan supaya dpt aku tempuh dgn sabar.. Aminnn..

:)